Sunday, November 01, 2009 Y
okay i'm blogging.
totally neglected my blog:X
too busy playing aft exams and could not
be bothered to come here. oops(:
got back our report book on friday.
LOL. first time the remarks from teacher so
good sia. no more remarks like"she's capable of better results
if she put in more effort" LOL.
this time de all good things lo. wahahaha(:
Than class postion and level postion also not bad luh.
at least not last few. haha
Class postion 25/43 i think. Lvl de cant rmb le.
First time my dad see report book nv comment at all.
woo. heng sia. tot he was gonna complain abt
my A maths again. luckily nv. and i'll still have to
take some test next yr to determine if i can cont taking
A math next yr. Dont even wanna take though._.
But ppl keep telling me don drop. Dont really see the point
of continuing leh. 30+ marks. leh. thats a F9 la.
Dunno cont for wat><>
Think my dad also wont allow me drop. Blah.
As fot the rest of the subjects, gonna chiong liao.
Next yr hope can squeeze into the top half of the class?
hmm. But now i'm gonna relax and enjoy(:
Friday, October 02, 2009 Y
Wont be coming here for while.
EOYs driving me nuts._.
And after that i most probably
will be enjoying myself too much to come here.
And now i'm dying cuz i dunno what the heck
to write for conclusion for ss essays.
Dammit.
And my internet connection kept dying on me.
And my dad seems to have magical hands.
He use it no problem.
I use it keep losing connection. Hell.
Oh wells. i better continue looking for the damn essay.
Good luck for exams ppl.
Thursday, September 17, 2009 Y
I just feel like crying.
It seems that i really made alot of mistakes this yr.
Some i dont regret. Others will make me regret for life.
And worse, I've been getting damn realistic dreams every night.
The line between real life and dreams is getting
damn freaking blur. Its so blur until i cant even tell if its
a dream or is it real. This sucks.
Someone's face keep appearing in my dreams.
I'm like so self deluding:X
I know its not going to happen yet i'm still hoping.
Still waiting. Yeah, i know its dumb.
But what can i do? I tried to hate him but i just cant.
I still remember what he said on that day.
That we might have a chance in future.
Obviously he's just trying to make me feel better.
Yet i'm actually hoping it will come true.
Oh god. 9 months is a long time.
Never have i felt this way before.
Its getting harder and harder to plaster that smile on.
Thank goodness for za za and jas.
I dont have to worry that they will judge me or anything.
Thanks alot(:
Its like a warm blanket in this cold world.
Ahh, i'm going to sleep. Hopefully i wont dream of anything tonight.
Ciaos.
i still love you. please stay happy. i just so so misss ur happy smile
Sunday, September 06, 2009 Y
Back to primary school trip on wed(:
After school immediately rush back home to put my bag
before chionging back to school. Ended up being
early by half an hour. But didn't have to wait long
cuz felicia, van and alicia came shortly after.
I was able to recognise them easily cuz they didn't change much(:
And guess what? we started reminising about the pri sch days
even though we're like only 15. Rofl.
Had a fun time catching up with each other and it wasn't long before
we saw mrs teo coming back from golf-ing. Haha.
She commented that i became even fairer now._.
Omg. and she said it's frail kind of pale. LOL.
I think her memory is failing her. oops. Dont tell her that.
Cuz i went home and check my last time photo i didn't became fairer lor.
And ali, van and felicia also said i didn't and that i became
slightly tanner. YAY! LOL.
Than she ask us to wait in the canteen for her cuz she going to
take food for us. And than like its been a long time since i've been there
so kinda surprise to realise that its actually quite small! LOL.
And all the stalls have a new look. haha I think all the old
stalls that we used to patronize are all gone lor._.
I still remember the normal canteen benches was change to
those nice cafeteria tables and chairs during our time.
All those nice red chairs have their colour fading away le lor.
Now look like crap sia. Rofl. And now got those big big
vending machines like those in our sch but 80% is green tea! WTH la
The rest is plain water-.- And there's this yoghurt machine.
And van went to buy this banana yoghurt. Which actually
taste pretty much like the HL banana milk to me.
Waited quite awhile and mrs teo came down with canadian pizzas.
LOL. For class party on monday alr had pizza le
so i was like >_< but thank goodness different favour la
so wasn't that bad(: It seems that she a magnet or sth,
after she came down the rest come liao
Only than did i realised i damn lag, alot of stuffs that happen
i didn't know about._. Rach and aud went to VJC thru IP sia.
Pro lor. Feel kinda ashamed. All from same class but like
everyone all so good results de than mine like crap.
Talk for very long saw alot of old faces. the feeling was nice sia.
Hopefully we get to se each other again soon.
Time flies damn fast when we're tgt. It just isn't enough(:
Shine in harmony on saturday(:
Had to wake up at 6 again even though there's no lesson._.
Rawr la. went to sch still damn sleepy lor.
Did cpr in the first session cuz i wanted to be with za they all.
but of course i didn't tell mrs sim that la or confirm
cant de. Haha and vivian went with me.
It was quite okay cuz we kept laughing tgt like siao ppl
esp when they discover my mouth very small.
Cant fit over the mannequin's mouth. LOL so at first couldn't manage.
But in the end i keep forcing it wide open jiu okay le(:
Than cuz cpr muz kneel down ma, make until our knees
very pain:X After we finish cpr and went down to our stall
the finger food all gone except 2 hotdogs sia. Than kah ching ask
me quickly buy or no more liao. LOL. Ended up not needing
to do any duty cuz i in finger food grp.
Started going around and pplm keep asking me buy stuffs.
esp that stupid eliza ah. Until i have to keep running away fm her.
LOL. I think that mama sim's delight was a success cuz
we manage to sell everything very quickly ma. haha.
Currently(:
Discussing with eliza, ronda, vivian on what movie to watch and whr to watch it. LOL.
Damn hard cuz very hard to match our timing.
Oh wells hopefully we'll be able to catch the time traveller's wife.
the sypnosis sounds damn nice la(:
Tatas~
Friday, August 28, 2009 Y
Okay i'm back. Rofl.
Two days in a row sia.
but than today i'm in a uber good mood.
Got back english the first thing in
the morning. c5 sia. Passed.
Not bad not bad. Haha. At least no worries
of retaining. Than got back bio.
Even better. 36/50. Wahahaha.
Although i missed my a2 by 1 mark
but nvm la. Got bonus, i topped the class.
So one bad replaced by one good.
Neutral out le. Haha.
Than chinese overall also come back le.
70.4/100 Quite shocked sia.
Cuz paper only got b3. Thought sure
no hope le but surprise surprise(:
Yay. Haha. Geog although not good but
for someone who see wrong question
already very good le la. Pass i happy le
So on the whole got big improvement.
1 A to 3A, 5 fail to 1 fail
Bio and e maths especially happy.
Hahaha. Siao le. Damn high now.
Rofl. This proves to show that ppl
who fail will not always fail so stop
freaking look down on those who fail lor.
Wth. Esp that damn goh kah whee..
Wat the fuck. Get ur nose out of my life la.
Hello, ppl change. two years can change even more.
From my experience i know.
So stop assuming that i cant do well now.
I fucking can okay. I'm so glad i made the right
choice and chose bio. If not i'll be in 3c
and have to see ur stupid fucking face.
Thank god sia. Let u teach sure fail ah. F9 case.
sure goner. sure wont pass let alone top the class-.-
198 still dare look down on ppl. Bu zi liang li.
Wo pui! -.- Gah, why am i even thinking about him now?
Shouldn't let him affect my goody mood(:
Shall stop here. Might be out whole day tmr
Go see die da and cut hair and walk walk.
Ciaos~
Thursday, August 27, 2009 Y
Exams are finally over.
Happy la. The first thing that came to my mind
was bball. LOL. i went on a bball fast for 3months sia.
Wth. Never even touch it until today.
But than it stupidly had to rain today.
Heavy downpour some more! Hell can.
Than nvm the second thing is sleep.
Which is what i did until 6plus. Oops:x
Ps, i'm a pig(: Haha. Got back social studies,
Hmt, E maths A maths and Chem already.
Omg la. I got like full marks for social studies.
I cant wait to see the 100 on my report card. Rofl.
Okay that was Lame. Than the next thing that
made me super happy was E maths. 39/50
Which means that i got A1. Cool sia.
I was like totally shock lor. When i heard got 8fail
i alr started panicking cuz like what mrs sim
said, i last time always in the failing list one ma.
Got fail in maths means my name sure inside.
than when she start reading out marks,
Azizi and SP both 20plus i damn scared that i fail.
Than in the end 39/50! Woots sia.
From E8 to A1. Big jump sia.
So you can like totally imagine my happiness.
And A maths wasn't that bad either.
Although my paper fail by one mark,
luckily my 3class test pull me up so overall got 53/100
Not too bad for my standard la. F9 to C6.
Although i was kinda disappointed cuz
i actually know how do one lor.
But no time than i blank out liao luh._.
Chemistry ah. HAHAHAHAHA
I laugh. 17/50 Expected it.
Didn't understand what that woman teaching at all lor.
Tot i get less than 10 so 17 alr okay le.
Rofl. Than Hmt also disappointing. Hell la
Upon 100 only got b3. Wtf lor.
I dunno what happen to me sia. Paper ger only b3,
overall sure no hope. Heng got ss and emaths
make me happy lor. Now worried about EL and bio
I hope can pass cuz i know geog sure fail.
No time plus see wrong question._,
Worried sia. Bio i got the knowledge. Thats for sure.
But dunno application okay not.
Sian la. Mrs sim gave me my present today.
LOL. She say wan give wan give for weeks alr.
Today finally gave me. Haha. Quite ps la.
I tot she giving after school in the end she gave infront
of whole class._, Than kena suan by someone><
Or maybe i too sensitive la hor?? ahya, heck la.
Who cares. i don give a shit. Now finally after exam
can use more com, play more bball and go out more
YAY! Hahaha. Alr make plans with a bunch of ppl go SPCA
for nyaa. Than go play bball with the guys and also
with the girls. And i think the best part is going out with
my former besties from primary school sia.
OMG... i so so goddamn miss them la.
So envy those ppl that get to see their pri sch frens often._.
Thank god i've amazing frens in SAC.
So so looking forward to seeing them.
And hopefully i get my hair cut before then.
My hair is like bloody long now.
Super cant stand it. God knows why i feel warm so easily.
Than with long and thick hair even worse._.
But i guess its better than thin and short hair? LOL.
Dunno la. All i know is my wrist currently hurts like crap.
Dad say he bring me go see "die da" tmr.
Oh wells, and me shuping, vivian and azizah had a bet
whoever de overall for all 8 subjects highest must buy chocolate.
LOL. azizah alr buy twice le. both for maths class test
except one is she highest and another is lowest.
LOL. so far my marks add tgt highest._.
Good and bad. LOL. ahya i go watch the abalone show le
Ciaos~
Friday, August 14, 2009 Y
okay. i'm back.
Stayed home today cuz of sore eyes._.
Yes, again. i had it last month.
Or should i say about 2-3 weeks ago?
Like wth la. So suay. This time even worse.
I dont know why. Like bloody red.
Can go be red eye ghost alr. LOL.
Heard we got back bio test today.
Blah. 3person pass nia. Me, keith and huimin.
And like me and keith is just pass only lor.
Huimin pro one lor. got 12.
>_< our class de standard really got that bad ah?
I feel guilty man. Mrs chew's a good bio teacher.
We damn lucky get her lor.
But than like our results? Crap sia.
Gonna put in more effort for common test.
Not just for bio. But for other subjects as well.
Uh, except for chem la. Until now, it didn't
improve at all. Worse. Nowadays de chapters all
like shit. Sounds like alien language to me.
How to study sia. Damn la.
Oh wells man. At least my maths got
improve. Or can die le. I'm becoming more
and more like a nerd. Heh heh.
But after common test i'm gonna play like crap.
Woohoo. And oh ya, i said before i wanna
watch HP. Managed to watch it afew days ago
on ppstream. Wth sia. What a disappointment.
Thank god nv go cinema watch or wat a waste
of money. Hopefully deathly hallows will be better
to make up for this. And after common test
i think i wanna watch UP and where got ghost?(jack neo de)
Actually wanted to watch the orphan with
vivian tan but heard it's NC16.
Dammit. LOL. Must wait one more year sia.
Oh wells. I'm done here. Nothing much to say le.
Life's pretty plain nowadays.
But i like it this way. Surprisingly.
Ciaos~